I look just like you. On the outside everything appears to be just fine. I laugh. I smile. No one would ever know the secrets that I hide. I can't let anyone in. I can't place that burden on you. So, I carry on. I laugh. I smile. I joke. I make a quick trip to the bathroom to hide the tears; that some how are escaping. I hate that I am not happy. This makes it so much worse. Why can't I just laugh and smile without this horrible curse. I cry for a bit then wipe the tears away. I can't let you see me cry. I won't.
I don't think you would understand. How can someone like me be so sad. Honestly, I don't even know. I hate myself for feeling this way. I wonder when will I be enough. When will enough be enough. I wish this darkness would just go away. I want to really laugh and smile at you today.
I look just like you. I laugh. I smile. The darkness I hide deep down inside haunts my every moment. I keep it hidden. I wait for better days. I feel everything and nothing. I can't let you in. I wipe away the tears. No one will ever know the secrets that I hide.
I am Alice and I am falling down down the rabbit hole into the abyss.
I don't think you would understand. How can someone like me be so sad. Honestly, I don't even know. I hate myself for feeling this way. I wonder when will I be enough. When will enough be enough. I wish this darkness would just go away. I want to really laugh and smile at you today.
I look just like you. I laugh. I smile. The darkness I hide deep down inside haunts my every moment. I keep it hidden. I wait for better days. I feel everything and nothing. I can't let you in. I wipe away the tears. No one will ever know the secrets that I hide.
I am Alice and I am falling down down the rabbit hole into the abyss.
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