UGH

I feel so overwhelmed lately.  My legs seems hot around my incision from the surgery last Friday.  I hope its not infected, but I think it must be because it still hurts bad.  I feel like I did so much today, but nothing is done.  I don't even know what I did today or where the day went! My feet even hurt!  I am cranky and just wore out!

so tired

OMG!  I am so tired.  These nebulizer treatments every 4 hours for Topher are killing me.  Plus, I wake up every time anyone coughs or sneezes.  Ally had to sleep the last two nights without her apnea monitor on her due to a horrific rash the leads gave her.  So naturally I was up every hour checking her to make sure she was still breathing.  Her pediatrician said he didn't think she needed it anymore, but the specialist has yet to take her off of it.  If I didn't use it and something happened I would never forgive myself.  The rash is gone so hopefully I will get more sleep tonight.  Topher will still be getting his breathing treatments thou!

Thank you, Daddy!

I am having such a bad day. I can hardly keep my eyes open. Seriously, it is painful keeping my eyes open. I had Christopher asleep and was trying to get Evie to sleep. When she started talking so loud it woke up Christopher. He had 30-45 min of sleep already so he didn't want to go back to sleep. I was so mad I put Evie in the crib. She normally sleeps in a toddler bed but since she wouldn't stay put I made her stay put.

Then daddy called. By this time I was mad, cranky, and not pleasant at all. Plus, it was lunch time and I needed to feed the kids. Daddy came home with McDonald's for us. And a Mocha and Root Beer for mommy! Thanks I needed that. Hopefully this will help me keep my eyes open until I can get these little monsters to sleep! Yep, today they are monsters, because mommy feels like a zombie anyways!

Holidays are great and fun, but wear you out!